i'm damn fucking scare and stress now.. i feel like crying out loud actually.. jus dunno why.. maybe i having some depression.. i very scare... is always the same.. i feel very happy relax on the day i going work.. very scare and stress after work and know tat the next day i have to go back to sch again... every week.. i cant finish my own project.. i cant caught with the class... i cant concentrate during lesson.. i cant sleep well.. having headache almost everyday.. i really scare i cant make it for my coming exam.. i noe you ppl will jus say dun work anymore.. should concentrate on studies.. studies is more important.. dun be stupid because of work, neglect bout ur studies.. there's damn many reason i have to work.. bloody ass.. if i fail my exam i have to take sub... i dun wan.. fuck.. heard from others tat 1st yrs is the honey moon yrs.. how am i going to survive for the second n third yrs.. by right i should be doing my microecon project now.. but i jus dun feel like doing it.. cause i damn stress up until i feel like hacking care dun wan to do anything.. HAHAHAHAHAAHA! actually is i dunno how to do.. why.. cause i dunno the subject well.. i jus hope tat weiming could help me..

HAHAAHHAHAHAH!!! time fly damn fast... today is the 8th month... i mean i have been working at zara for 8 months... ytd talked with calvin bout this... ha.. he jus early than me 2 days nia.. so we come in zara gwc at about the same time... and YES.. we are ah ga liao fren... hahahahaa.. this siao liang going to reservist next week... 18 aug then end... then he maybe will clear all his leave and blah blah blah blah........... HA!
so bout 1 month wun see until him.. i think i gonna miss him.. AND!! I FINALLY TOOK THE VIDEO!! EILEEN ONG I FINALLY VIDEO DOWN!! CALVIN STRIP VIDEO!!! yes.. i'm pervert enough to go take the video.. he oso thick skin enough to strip in front of me.. erm..NO.. is in front of my camera.. cause this isnt the first time i see him strip.. ha.. times liao.. is jus tat i never video down.. and wtf.. he always wear the stupid white colour underwear.. everytime i see him strip he wear that white underwear... omg....

HAHAHA!!! im laughing like hell now.. i think whenever i feel stress and scare i should watch this video.. hahaha.. i ok after watching this.. good..

suddenly miss siti sia... if she still here i sure share the video with her..

ok.. i think i should go bath now and do whatever homework or project that i should do...