engine stop.

i have a sudden urge to stop working.
i dunno for what reason.
maybe i feel tired already.
it's just like a car engine suddenly stop.
cant start and move at all.
i need someone/something to push me.
a motivation.
ok. it's just a sudden thought.

this is the third year in poly. ever since the school haven even start yet. i have been working. i might always complain that i'm tired, not enough sleep, headache and etc. BUT! i still continue to work no matter how. it's like a special power in my body that keeps me moving. i admit i'm really crazy over work la! work n sch. no off day at all. never go out with my friends. NO TIME TO PLAY!

although i once stopped working for half a year, not because i'm tired. the reason is because i failed one subject and some unhappiness at work.

few months ago, i decided to go back again. i know i have to and need to work. i need to earn my own pocket money. i dun wan to be a useless kid that always take money from parents. i'm not from a rich family. i need to work. sound so poor huh? of course not la. i'm the richest part-timer at zara! hahaha. i just purely wan to cut down their expenses.

very simple. I WANT TO PLAY LA! so stupid. now eileen wanna work and stop playing. i wanna stop working and play. -_-

ok. 我发完牢骚了.

i will just continue work. until.. until... i oso dunno until when.. HAHA! ok la actually i'm headache over my schedule. i dunno when to work. so all these stupid thoughts fly into my head. hahahaha..

u are ok with it. i am ok with it. but no one moves. funny huh.